The Ones //




Getting Closer //



It's a bit different from before.
It's a bit more close.
^_^

Halt Fiend //

It's no longer that easy.

The Fake Eyes //




Hideous.Hideoues.Hideous Lenses I bought.
Never.Again!
><

The Cranberries //

Love some of their songs.

Listening to Linger.Again and again and again :P
Prolly request this on CRME tonight ^_^

Lyrics <3

To Myself Sometimes//

You must be proud to be a thundering idiot sometimes.


>:'|

The Lil' Frand //









I love my lil' one. <3


^_^

The View From Down Here //




Wonder if it's all namesake.
Do people really feel the way they say they do.
Doesn't it fade away in time? It does yeah?
Then the point of all of that was?

.

The Endless In Between //

Everybody says time heals everything
but what of the wretched hollow?
The endless in between
are we just going to wait it out?

Where do we go from here?
How do we carry on?
I can't get beyond these questions



Imogen Heap - Wait It Out//
Gotta love her.

The Lost Symbol //

"There are those who create, and those who tear down. But eventually the creators find believers, and the number of believers reaches a critical mass, and suddenly the world becomes round. Perception is transformed, and a new reality is born."
-Dan Brown, The Lost Symbol

Let The Right One In //

Let The Right One In is a swedish film which came out like in 2008.I've always loved the indie flicks that Magnolia produced ^_^

Låt den rätte komma / Let The Right One also known as Let Me In is based on a book.
The book basically revolves around the relationship of a 12 year old boy and a vampire(And Oh boy the backstory bout this one..dark,cynical and magnificient!).

And no,this is not your usual twilight bullcrap.

LTRO has some intense dark shyt going on and I love it.

If you've liked movies like Donnie Darko and Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind then you'll like this aswell.

I hate it when people don't go into the depths of such movies.Take Donnie Darko for example.I know a certain someone who watched this.And he gave me his opinions about it.Thing is theres so much detail he never bothered looking into and theres so much of the movie he missed.I didn't really bother talking about it to him.It just kind of ruins the movie for me.

And agreed movies are for the sake of entertainment and etc but I don't know..I think movies like Donnie Darko, ESOTSM , Let The Right One In have so much in it.You just HAVE to sit and watch and figure out those little little things.

That's why I stick to watching these type of indie flicks.
It's my own lil quirk I guess :P
Pulp Fiction,Trainspotting and all are great.....but not my type.


I'm not much of a writer so I can't really write a proper review for this movie(/book)
I just like to sit and watch these things :P

Yeah but the point of this post.

Theres going to be an American remake of Låt den rätte komma.Which first of all I think...KNOW..is going to suck.They're going to edit and butcher out so much of the sad disturbing little things.I know cos the swedish movie itself cut down on a majority of what the book had :C
But still they managed to capture alot in the movie.

I just found out that Chloe Grace Moretz (Hit Girl-KickAss) will be starring in this movie.Yay.No seriously.Yay! :D
I actually like her alot. ^_^

Producer Simon Oakes has made it clear that the plot of Let Me In will closely resemble that of the original film, except that it will be made "very accessible to a wider audience"; "If you say 'remake', I think that’s true to say. That’s what it is. It’s not a reimagining. [It has] the same beats, maybe the scares are a little bit more scary. We’ve been able to ramp that up quite a lot, obviously for budgetary reasons." [5]
[edit]


Eeeeyup.It's not going to stay true to the original -_-

But then again.Let's see.

I'm doing this //

Movies to watch before you die.

http://movies.yahoo.com/feature/100-movies-to-see-before-you-die-modern-classics.html

Lost In Translation //

Charlotte: I just don't know what I'm supposed to be.
Bob: You'll figure that out. The more you know who you are, and what you want, the less you let things upset you.

The Today //

Today's good.

As for the tomorrows and the afters to come.
Let's see when its here.

The Calm //

I've managed to calm down now.
The way you feel is really up to you isn't it?
Agreed somethings happen that you make you feel a certain way.But it's really up to you if you want that feeling to stay.

You can channel it out and change the way you feel.
" Don't be a prison of your own style. '' - AVB



I'm going over to meet a couple of friends.I haven't seen them for a really long time.



[March is prolly the most I've written.Not so much in Feb and April.I may cut down on blogging.But then again.Maybe not.But who cares.Not like anyones reading.]

So hows the weather //

Pleasant.

Here Comes The Sun //

Why bother with things that'll never change.sigh. ^_^

Life's okay the way it is.


Here Comes The Sun - Sheryl Crowe //

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right.

Beyond the line //

And Im going to run as far away as possible.

If you ever do find me...I don't know.



Little Wonders // Rob Thomas

Let it go
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don't you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in
Let your clarity define you
In the end
You will only just remember how it feels

This bit of my heart just for you //





I love you too.

And I know you're reading this.

Thankyou for always checking up on me.

<3

Lessons taught,Lessons learnt //

"We are all an end product of time.
It takes a toll on all of us."


"Never regret the price you pay to become who you are."


God knows whats going to happen.
Be happy for everything thats there now.

And I will make of you another believer //

Soundtrack to Meet The Robinsons.


Rufus Wainwright - Another Believer
Rob Thomas - Little Wonders
The All-American Rejects - The Future Has Arrived
Jamie Cullum - Where is Your Heart At?
Rufus - The Motion Waltz ( Emotional Commotion )
Jamie Cullum - Give Me the Simple Life
They Might Be Giants - There's a Great Big Beautiful Tomorrow

Dear //

Dear Heart, I'm sorry.
Dear Life, You're cruel.
Dear Mind, You were right.
Dear Future,I believe in you.
Dear Past, I've learnt from you.

Countdown //

"The time is near. The world will change. You need to be ready.
Soon."

The Heart //

" But at the same time, my conflicting soul doesn't want me to change, to forget. It wants me to try harder and harder to get back what I lost.

But the logical mind just doesn't know what to do. "

The Rock //




"When the world is cold and alone, you will be the one who keeps us warm through that frost bitten final night, letting us live to see a rising sun one more time." -IWTFY

And I felt you that day but //

"

Hey, listen, that one time when we were down by the river, and you were sad and drunk because of your mom, I really thought we should’ve talked about it more. I could see something was bugging you, and you wanted to scream it to the world but you couldn’t, because it hurt so much to get it through your throat. Sure, you gave me half the story about why you were sad, but I could see that wasn’t all there was to it. I think you thought I didn’t really “get” you that day.


I just want you to know that I did. And, I knew anyway. I just acted the way I did because I was hurting too. I’m really sorry, seriously, for letting you think I didn’t know for so long.


"

Second Time Around //

Im so unpredictable
Just like you used to be
So unemotional
Boy I can forget the way you were with me
I don’t know what to tell you now
Its always harder
the second time around


Last time we were hanging out
You were acting kind of strange
Now it’s the second time around
I’m sorry now it’s me that feels this way
Its me that feels this way, babe



[Lyrics <3 ]
I love Lady Gaga :')
I don't care.

FML MOMENT >:C //

K so laundry week.
I gave up all my clothes for laundry cos dad said if I don't he'd enter my room and well look around which means getting beaten up for no apparent reason-_-

So yeah I gave away most of my shirts and almost all my pants.

I kept my white pants with me.Cos they were still pretty clean.I wore them like once I think.

So.
We have to go out today.
For a family gathering.

And I have one white pant.
And no other pants or skirts to wear.

Guess who got her periods.

The 50's-70's //

K so this started off with spamming Deb's wall then went on to talking about Beyonce's "Why don't you love me" 60s style music video to how much I love her ass and how she was built for the 60's pin up era cos I mean look at that body it was MADE for that pin up era.Then went on to checking 60's music.

Now I'm just checking out all the hits from the 50's - 70's

:3

Boy.Music back then was so different.
Run Around Sue[ By Dion ] is my fav! <3
And
The beach boy's - Wouldn't it be nice.



Where it all started :P

Hi.
Have you seen Beyonce's ass?
You should.It's made of gold.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O3YOafstKyo



I think I love her.
Check out the mv.Looks like some of Lady Gaga rubbed off on her.60s style.Dunno why but I love.



I'm going back to the music now.

:3

I've been here before //

I love you .

But.

For some reason If you leave I don't think it'd affect me as much as before.

All the crying from before.It's drained alot of what I had.

I think love doesn't fade away.Its just when a heart gets hurt one too many times it tends to build a wall.And some people can get over that wall but when you've been done wrong to after trying so hard you just give up on a lot of things and stop feeling.

Right now yeah I love you but theres something thats different.
I used to be so scared.That i'll loose you.And that fear was good in a relationship you know.That's what makes you work harder to want it.Because you'll never take your other half for granted.

But now.I just.It's kinda like.Even if you go it's fine.I'll find someone else and be happy again.I don't know when and why I've started being like this.

I'm hoping someday that fear of losing you will come back.
But at the same time I think maybe its best if it doesn't.

This place I've been here before.Only difference is if you let go It won't matter anymore.

So leave if you want to.
Stay if you want to.

I know I'll be fine eitherways.

Haha I love days like these //

"That is not my sandwich"


Add Ons :


"I know you vant me"

"In your pants"

"In my pants"

"Your moms a sexual joke"

"Your moms a grammatical error"

"Why man why"

"Why so gay"

"Hello.Your profile looks like you have an interesting personaltiy.Would you like to be my frand"

"You're such a whore.I love you man."

"Sorry I forgot to call.I blame the weather"

"I love how eloquent I am"

"Okay.Thankyou I'm going to burry my head in sand now"

"kthnxbai"

"That's what she said"

"Hey you know the time you kept going on about something I don't really care the fuck about and I just was standing there staring into blank oblivion thinking of the many ways I could inflict pain on you......yeah its happening again."


"I iz awesome :3 " "IN MY PANTS"

I've Been Done With This Along Time Ago//

You keep playing with feelings.
Not cool.
If you play these games, we're both going to lose.

When you're done.Let me know.
What do you want from me.



Cos I'm done,gone and happy.
I just realized I'll be fine without you.

Of expectations and life //

Me:
Nothing ever goes accoring to plan.
And I hate uncertainities cos it always leads to dissappointments.
And expectations just kill me bit by bit.
And taking it as it come doesn't work cos that's hard for me.That's really not how I work.So what do I do now?

Smoo:
I think when you're working with disappointment and uncertainty, its best to work with yourself most. Expectations of and for yourself, rather than with your life.
Accomplishing those, i think it makes life a little better.

Le fabuleux destin d’Amélie Poulain//

"Ma petite Amélie, vous n'avez pas des os en verre. Vous pouvez vous cogner à la vraie vie. Si vous laissez passer cette chance, alors avec le temps, c'est votre coeur qui va devenir aussi sec et cassant que mon squelette. Alors, allez-y, nom d'un chien!"



"So, my little Amélie, you don't have bones of glass. You can take life's knocks. If you let this chance pass, eventually, your heart will become as dry and brittle as my skeleton. So, go to him, for pete's sake!(dammit)"

Garden State//

“I know it hurts. That’s life. If nothing else, it’s life. It’s real, and sometimes it fuckin’ hurts, but it’s sort of all we have.”
— Sam (Garden State, 2004)


Liked this movie.

You All Over Again //

"We had said goodbye so many times before, but somehow our paths always managed to cross and we ended up in each other's arms. But now when we said this goodbye. I have this feeling that I will never see you again. And that really hurts because I know that we are meant to lead our own seperate lives. And I honestly don't wanna cross your path in the future 'cause I don't want all these feelings to come back and have to try and get over you all over again."

And I wish you were here//



Sometimes I wonder if God hides out in cities to set us free
Cuz yeah this room is crowded but I am so alone in it, help me please
Where is home?
I want you to know

That I wish you were here
I am so much more
Than all of my fears
Than all of these tears
My tears, yeah.


[Edit]
I hate when you get busy with work.I miss you.

Hello World :3 //

:3

Hi,
I'm awesome.
Thought I'd let you know.
kthnxbai.

Hym Of Origin //

Asato Ma Sat Gamaye.

From delusion lead me to truth.
From darkness lead me to light.
From death lead me to immortality.


Peaceful ^_^


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqkYDrnZin0




Hym Of Origin.

The Law of Heaven and Truth were born
Of conscious fervor set on fire.
From this came stillness of the night,
From this the ocean with its waves.



"All that we are is the result of all that we have thought."

To the future "The One" //

To the someone who'll find me someday,

I'm allergic to cheese but I love the garlic bread and pepsi from Pizza hut.My favorite color is yellow.Deb is someone who is most important to me.I get jealous very easily but if i'm jealous it means I'm most probably insanely in love with you.I'll give you my time and love if you give me yours.Don't feed me words cos that's been done with.Do what you tell me you'll do and I'll love you like more than I ever have.Call when I ask you and I'll return the favor.Don't put me on hold for too long.I don't like male chauvinist pigs.Even if you are one at least pretend like you don't care.Tiny lies don't matter but don't lie when theres a chance I could get hurt.Once you hurt me I will love you a little less.Once trust is broken it's going to be almost impossible for me to believe in you ever again.However hard you try.If you give up on me I will try again but If you're taking it all for granted I kind of have the common sense to stop caring.We work on this together.If you have something to say don't ever hide behind a "nothing".
Chocolate.My kingdom for chocolate.If i'm crying just come and give me a hug no matter how pissed I am.If i'm pissed.Shutup and listen then argue and yell.We'll fight its okay.But just don't leave or walk away.Don't ever walk away.You have to come back and work on it cos if you're really the want you won't leave me hanging there.
I'll drop hints please pick them up.I like being surprised from time to time.Cos it's really hard to get me like that.Lyrics of songs mean a whole lot to me.I relate to everything in those.Yeah I love you but I care about myself to.If you hurt me on too many times I need to let go at some point.

Also I want to settle in Canada :/ ...or anywhere cold..with snow.Let's eat out sometimes? Don't wake me up early mornings.Please I beg of you.
Make me smile with your lameness.Stand up for me even if I'm wrong.Cos I'll do it for you.Just be my guy aite?

TakeCare.
I'm sure we'll find each other someday.Till then I'll work on myself ^_^

On the way//

Sometimes on the way to what's supposed to happen, something even better happens. - Third Rock from the Sun


To Ducky,
Rather than hurting you.It's better off I let you go.Cos I'm no one to have you on leash.I wish you'd stop calling.It makes me feel bad.I miss you too.But your not the one for me.And I don't know who is.But I don't want to mess around with you and hurt you in anyway so yeah.I'm sorry.I suck I know.And no you're not the jackass.I was kidding.I am.
TakeCare.

Stuck In Between//

Parents had a huge fight.



[EDIT]
K.Mom broke first :P She apologized.Even though it wasn't her fault.Guess it's always bout compensating.But it'd be nice if it wasn't her all the time.

Anyways.They're okay now ^_^

You can't take me anywhere //

I don't want your clever conversations.
I never want to work that hard again.You never did.And it made me look pathetic.I actually felt bad for myself.No more.I don't need all that bullshit.I'm better off being treated the way I'm supposed to be.


I just want someone who will be there.
And thinks I'm worth it.Just the way I thought you were.Don't think you are anymore.


And I need to know the person will always be the same old person I knew.Doesn't change with new friends,new life or new whatever.


I needed you to not give up on me just like that and watch me as I beg.But.Whatever.

ftws.

kthnxbai.

Two Of The Five //

Ami's coming somewhere in May!! Like around May 14th!! :D
She's missing my Bday ... Debba's too.
Which sucks but blah as long as I get to see her.
I can't wait man.I miss that dumb lil thing so much.I didn't even realize until she left! :(
Everytime I pass her place I think of dropping by.On her nice big brown couch with that awesome TV.I'd sleep and she'd watch her phaltu serials and I'd make fun of her :P And she'd kick my ass and we'd make each other laugh till we start crying XP


Hehe Good times.Miss those.
Can't wait for that bum to come back!


With Nishi.Debba's doing her thing.And I'm not going to jinx anything.



[EDIT]
OH COME ON! >.< Sigh.Now I have to wait till Friday to know.Jinxed it.


Missing Bhav in this pic.This was from way back in the days.I think Nishi was dating Max then.Hmm.
Good ol' days :P

Web Page Layout-Trial One //

First Draft.BORED.
Alot of elements missing.I'll just put em in later.I am tired D':
Must Sleep.

:3


Indian Premier League //

So I enjoy cricket.Sue Me. -_-




Watching the IPL right now. [2nd Match]

Commercial break!!!


[1st Match] //
Kolkata Knight Riders VS Royal Challengers.


Looks like this year they don't suck as much as last.The Kolkata Knight Riders are actually winning some games.They won against Royal Challengers(Bangalore).One of the teams I'm supporting. -_-
I see the fan-support growing for the KKR's *looks at pm's on msn*

Well so much for the RC's. -_- Man they better play the next match properly >.<


[2nd Match] //
Chennai Super Kings VS Deccan Chargers.


I'm supporting both teams but right now the DC's a bit more but wow is Chennai playing well.Atleast their bowling and fielding side.
Right now DC's are 177-4.

[EDIT]
Woah wait..The DC's are getting back in the game.


[EDIT]

Okay.DC's just finished playing.
190-4.
CSK's turn in awhile.

I think I'm going to shift sides and root for the CSK's for this one. :/


[EDIT]
CSK's are
31-2
Time to support the DC's again -_-'

[EDIT]

Deccan Chargers won.

Skype with Debba (2)//







and again. ^_^

Indifference //

“I will not resent,
I will not blame you,
for your calloused heart,
sometimes that’s the only way to continue.
…but I will keep feeling,
even if it kills me,
because apathy is not living”


Renee Yohe

Much Better //

Accidentally ate a bread which had fungus on it.-_-
Fell sick.Bad throat.

Much better now :D


Belgian Chocolate + Panic!At the disco = A very happy bunny ^_^

Oh and new found love for crosshatch ^_^

A 'person' //





sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you’ll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but there’s also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who’s been standing beside you all along.

And I'm just tired //

I'm just tired.
Of every dream and expectation I've had so far.I wish people would be honest.It would have saved me alot of disappointments and heartbreak.
Movies should totally have disclaimers stating that these are things that will definitely NOT happen in real life.

I'm couldn't care less about us anymore.If we happen or not.I'm not bothered.Cos I've asked you so many times and you're not.

I just miss what I used to think about love.

frankly //



Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn.



Guess which movie I watched this weekend. ^_^

Procrastinate //

Procrastinate [proh-kras-tuh-neyt,] verb,

Refers to the deferment of actions or tasks to a later time. Psychologists often cite this human behavior as a mechanism for coping with the anxiety associated with starting and/or completing any task or decision

Also.
The story of my life.

Skullcandy Headphones //

I put these up on FB cos a couple of ppl wanted to check them out.Thought I'd put them up here as well.

Here comes the awesome :D

[I like showing these babys off :P But seriously they were expensive.Debba got her pay and bought these for me.....^_^ early bday present ftw.i heart her.]








Oh best part!
Theres a Skullcandy bottle-opener IN THE headphones :P :P

I hate Kermit //




hes asking for it.
-_-

Best Bday Present Ever //




Debba got me SKULL CANDY HEADPHONES FOR MY BDAY!!

(Early bday present.She just got her pay and OMG they are so fuckin expensive and AWESOME!)

I heart it!I really really heart it !!!


I'll put up pictures of the headphones later. =)

Oedipus //




I love how golden this shyt is x'D
Epic.

Daydream On Clouds //







"You and I will daydream on clouds, our love will lift us off these grounds."

Wonderwall - Oasis //

Oh Griffin played this on his guitar the other day.Love this song.



Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall


With Nishi //

Things are finally starting to get better.
We're trying not to talk about it cos we don't want to jinx anything.
Only a matter of time now.
Hope everything goes well. ^_^

Nishi's Bday //

It's Nishi's Bday today.
7th March.

Things suck right now.But they will get better.



Debba and Nishi

Nerd Specs //

[PHAIL! :P ]





[My 'Now' Nerd Specs.]




[My 'Then' Nerd Specs.]






What?! >.< Hey I'm cool okay....You just have too much of a life to notice >.<

Skype with Debba //





My definition of an awesome lazy afternoon well spent.
Me,Deb and skype.
Yup.That's about it :P

Mac 21.5 Inch //






A new edition to our lil' mac family at home ^_^

Made Pauie cry a bit :P Hehe I hope he gets a mac soon ^_^

Pedigree Doggies //






Hehe.CUTE!
Guess which one reminds me of Deb XD

Taylor Swift Week//

This entire week's been a Taylor Swift week for me.Her songs on my playlist.

Is it sad that I can relate to her songs? =P

And no I don't mean the cheesy songs like "Love Story" and "You belong to me".It's the B-side songs that I can relate to.

Like :

"White Horse"
"You Don't have to call"
"I Heart Question Mark"
"You're Not Sorry"
"The Way I loved you"






Ew.Why so gay man.

1 2 3 4 - Plain White T's //



The one you keep dedicating to us. ^_^


give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.


you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.

Netizen5 makes me roflmao //

Netizen5: Screw You!
Netizen2: I know you'd love to :P
Netizen5: Please. The only thing I want to screw is a nail into your skull to keep all the stupid from leaking out xP
Netizen2: X'D

Uncertainity // Future // Fate

thou art a heartless bitch.